God and A Little Bit Of Time

Today is two years since my grandma died. I didn't cry today. But I did smile. She was such a precious person. God has helped me a lot getting over her death, well once I let Him help me anyway. Time is also a great healer of grief. Some days I cry when I think of her, but mostly I just smile when I think of her now and days.

So Grandma Kay, if God has given you a window from Heaven. Know that we miss you. Know that you touched every aspect of our lives while you were alive. I hope you're proud of me. My life was richer having known you. You taught me things and showed me things. So thank you for being you and loving me.

An Answer to Prayer

I thought I'd let you all know that Derek told Grandma Kay last night that we are moving. He didn't tell her when we are moving (I can't believe how not into details men are), but she was generally o.k. with it. She knows that we need to go where Derek can get a good job and right now that isn't Butte. I'm sure there will be tears and heart sickness in the future, but God really answered a prayer where she was concerned.

I'm going to try to make these last few weeks great for her and the kids. I want to give her every opportunity to see the kids before we move.

Another prayer is that God will soothe Alexander's tender heart when we move. He is very close to her and will miss her terribly. He has gone before us on all of our concerns and I'm sure He will with this one too.

I guess I shouldn't be amazed at His goodness, but I am. I can't put into words right now how much I am in awe of Him and the works He has done in the last week.

Thank you again for all of your prayers.