I used to have another blog. I called it Beautiful In God's Eyes. After everything that happened with Derek, his cancer, and my subsequent fall from well everything I no longer felt beautiful in God's eyes.
After my last visit to my family in April my Mom and I were talking about God and our relationships with Him and I shared my feelings with her. I think it bothered her more than she let on. She texted me the other day about this song by Mercy Me called Beautiful. She told me it reminded her of me and I should listen to it. I listened to it and cried. It's so true. I know we've all done things we're ashamed of. Sins we wish we could take back with all our heart. This song I think will resonate with you. I'm trying to let myself believe and know that despite my sins and faults God still finds me beautiful. He still sent His Son to die for me.